Monday, March 28, 2011

And now I'll introduce my constant companion: impatience.

The title pretty much says it all. I have literally no new news regarding Rotary. None. And it's really irritating. I understand that there are a lot of people who need to sign that thing, but....I want an email or a letter or something. :( The only new thing that has anything to do with Rotary is this: my searches have transformed. Instead of just looking at pictures and articles, I'm now looking for schools. Yes, I zoom in on the map of a city or town and scan for the schools. And then I find their websites. And make google translate them. You could say I'm obsessed. But really, there's no singular, specific thing I'm obsessed with...just...next year in general.

Beyond that...fourth quarter has started. Senioritis is spreading within my cells. The senior trip and history club convention are coming up. Prom is coming up, I'm going to Zachary's. I'm excited...egads. I need to find a dress.... We've begun to talk about skip day. Graduation committee has been selected. The play is over. It's practically April and when I was walking into school today it was below freezing. Spring break is approaching, which means going to DC with my aunt and uncle. Which is very exciting. I love DC.

Right now, everything is a smooshed-up ball of....madness. There are three weeks left of actual AP Chem left: two weeks of new material and one of review, spring break in the middle and then the exam. Senior year is trying to kill me. I'm trying not to die. Focusing on next year is...doing something to my brain and cognitive processes. I can't tell if the constant presence of the idea of next year is making this year worse or better....

Oh! I've finally started thinking about German!!! Yes....ich hasse schnee. Es ist wahr. I have some of my dad's old books, and his Pimsleur tapes from eons ago. They're actual cassette tapes. I'm going to start learning German!!!!

Ack for such a...random, rambling post. Please forgive my lack of development and organization. English teachers reading this, I ask for mercy.

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